lose ~~

today's semi-final match really amazing ... but they lose ... because at the last few minutes, they very nervous and just want to win ... then faul many times because of this and give points to their enermy ... that's why they lose .... already a truth, angry also useless ... just take it easy ... tomorrow will be better ....

and today i saw HIM ... lol ... still charming as now .... haha ^^ got eye contact with HIM ... so happy ... but i know that although i "like" or "love" or "admire" him, its impossible to happen this to me ... cause we are apart from each other and even no interaction between us and life ... somemore he will get out from my sight soon ... so i know it .... i will try myself not step too deep inside, if not i cannot pull myself out from that ... then i will hurt more at that time ....

all i can do is pray for him everyday and i already feel very "幸福" .... all the best for him and had a nice day .... good night and had a sweet dream ....