miracle ~~

wakakakakakakaka !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hurayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today i accidently saw him at theside-walk cafe ... lolz .... damn handsome and wearing formal damn smart !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually before went to the cafe ... i was no energy and no mood de ... but than after saw him at there ... i full of energy ... he is my 100 plus ....

hope that can know him ... but very hard .... sigh .... if people got girlfriend then i will be the third person ... very bad de ... i dun want had a bad name ...

hope that we can be friend at least ... but seems like impossible ... haiz ... people last semester now .... hard to make it ... die ~~

god... u have to help me !!!!!!!!! please ... i beg u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lose ~~

today's semi-final match really amazing ... but they lose ... because at the last few minutes, they very nervous and just want to win ... then faul many times because of this and give points to their enermy ... that's why they lose .... already a truth, angry also useless ... just take it easy ... tomorrow will be better ....

and today i saw HIM ... lol ... still charming as now .... haha ^^ got eye contact with HIM ... so happy ... but i know that although i "like" or "love" or "admire" him, its impossible to happen this to me ... cause we are apart from each other and even no interaction between us and life ... somemore he will get out from my sight soon ... so i know it .... i will try myself not step too deep inside, if not i cannot pull myself out from that ... then i will hurt more at that time ....

all i can do is pray for him everyday and i already feel very "幸福" .... all the best for him and had a nice day .... good night and had a sweet dream ....

what the hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fucking hell stupid !!!!!!!!!

today i went to watch basketball semi-final match with peggy ... actually i was wandering i was watching with mei teen but because of her friends birthday .... she go out with them to celebrate.... but then i was very angry with .... fucking hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and they made me uncomfortable and really angry even want to cry also .... finally i go to sathiya room and finally i cry ~~ i dun know how to explain ... maybe my six sense was strong and it tell me what is happening now ... and peggy also can see through it ...

i was regret now and i dun want play anymore .... but the truth tell me i cant ... because i already addicted ... i cant even pull myself out from that ... if i really can pull myself out from that, then how about them ???? for them, the problem still there, it wont disappear .... so what can i do ???? i really dun have any idea ... i really very tired tired tired ... i have no energy to play again .... really ... but i cant do anything ....

unbelievable .... dissapointed ~~

sigh ~~ today's basketball match really nice .... i the Happy VS Purify .... but then, Happy team was lost ... 3 marks only ... 56 VS 59 ... damn shit .... haha ^^ but he still very charming when he shoot the ball .... admiring ~~ haha ^^ but he seems like hurt .... in his leg and hand .... worried ~~ got a feeling that want give him some ice ~~ (p.s : ice was useful in first aid) but i didnt .... scare ~~ huhu ~~ such a long time i didnt saw him ... very sad ... only today i saw him at the basketball court ... sad ~~ no fate ??? uhhhhhhh

hope can know each other .... really .... want to aloud to him :
"Yvonne still SINGLE and AVAILABLE" !!!!!!!

haha ^^ hope he will know la ~~ available for him anytime .... hehe ^^ (p.s: seems like very cheap) .... hehe ^^

end ~~ hope can see him in normal day ~~ miss him very much ....

happy team rockzzz

fuyoh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today's basketball match really cool .... because i watch 3 pairs of comprtitions... first was underground versus the china team... secondly was the most unchallengable and i dun know both of the team names.... haha ^^ last was the black guy team versus happy team .... i tell u .. damn exicted in the third game .... their match i think was the most long compare to others .... because both teams was very cool .... the no.99 very bad de ... keep on disturbing the no.4 .... haha ^^ i like no.4 because he really very cool and charm when he play basketball.... especially when he slum the ball ... haha ^^ damn charming ~~ admiring ~~ haha ^^

dun know when can see him again ... haha ^^ hope he will keep it up with his team ... haha ^^ pray for him ... love u so much ~~ have a nice game !!!!!! cool yea ....