Depressed !!!!!!!!!!

sigh ~~!!!! damn it !!!!!!!!! wth ~~ omg !!!!!!!!!!!

i dun know what i want to type and tell now !!!!!!!!!!!!

moody now !!!!!!!!!! just wanna to scream ~~ >.

i need u !!!!!!!

i really need u !!!!!!! please accept me ~~ haha

"u" is not a person, is an object ... what is it ??? let me tell u ... that is hospital !!!!!!! lolx

haha ^^ got za dao ma ??? lolx ... somehow ~~

i had been study Diploma in Pharmacy quiet long and this is my second year and im looking for an internship position at every Hospital Pharmacy Department ... but then why u all havent approve or reply me ???? i was very nervous now !!!!!!! can u all faster tell me the answer ??? sigh ~~ if not i will be kill by miss Yean ~~ then i really die that time ~~ sigh !!!!!

ok ~~ im just 3 8 ing around ... can ignore me ~~ lolx ... but hope u all enjoy my sites lo ~~ haha ^^ i will update my blog often ~~ lolx .. haha ^^

new life begin again ~~

after the 2 weeks holidays, my college life begin again .... this time it seems like im in 2nd year right now and most of the subjects are heavy for me .... and my time table are pack and made me cannot breathe ...

maybe this is the challenge for me .... i will try my best to overcome it ... haha ^^

Dying !!!!!!!

past few days i studied until mad ~~ ... not sleep for whole week ... like hell ~~
but the test was ok for me ... i think the results wont so bad ... haha ^^

but i only scared for the physiology and the anatomy ... cause the lecturer really mad and i dun know what's wrong with her ... test was vert hard !!!!!!!!! only can do half only ... no confident !!!!!

haha ^^ now i already relief from "hell" and now im at "heaven" ... enjoying my life ... sleep more, play more, eat more, watch drama more ... everything MORE !!!!!!!!!!!

hope his can do well in his final ~~ all the best ~~ take good care ...

final exam !!!!!

final exam is around the corner and i havent prepare anything yet because i have no mood to study maybe i used to study at last minutes but this very dangerous ~~ others dun learn from me ~~ not good ....

final time table quite ok for me ....
first day: PMA 1106 (5-7PM)

second day: PAY 1104 (2-4PM)

third day: PCE 1108 (5-7PM)

forth day: STA 1100 (8-10AM)

fifth day: PPY 1105 (5-7PM)

I will going back on saturday because last day until 7pm quite rush if going back ....

so i need to study hard and study smart to reach my target ... may the GOD bless me forever and my friends .... we must be together until last semester and gruaduate together ....

angry !!!!!!!!!

today i very angry ... suddenly shoot by people at Strong DC ... God ~~ dun kn0w why ... i ask something about the stuff inside the dc also like that .... faint ~~

luckily still got people stand at my side ... haha ^^ inti still got good people ~~
haha ^^

english !!!!!!!!!!!!

my english really suck !!!!!!!!!! how ????

sigh ~~

i dun know what to do now ....

Little Nyonya ~~

today only i finish watched the "little nyonya" tv show ... it is a singaporean tv show .... it describe the life of Nyonya and Baba .... the content of this tv show was touched my heart .... and it really nice to watch it ....

i learn something from this tv show, it said that "if someone treat u badly, i cannot treat bad them back, oppositely i have to respect them" .... this made me flashback my past life ... i really didnt hate them ... i treat them very good right now .... but i didnt expect they treat me like this ... haha ^^

another things is, "love is a need, u can be not get it" .... i like this very much .... because it describe my condition right now ...

thirdly is, "love needs courage" .... i really need it ....

forth is, "i wont resigned my fate" .... this is amazing too ....

there were so many but i cant recall it ...sorry yea ... ^^

as conclusion, as my opinion, i think that, although i fond of him but he is not belongs to me... but i wont think that i must get him .... oppositely, i will pray for him everyday quitely....

hoping !!!!!!

i was just wandering that, the guy that i fond with is it my MR. Right ???? but my mind gave me a response that maybe happen, but in reality, i found that it was hard to happen because he was in last semester in INTI ... how come got interaction ??? and only one thing is we just know each other's existing but no coversation and interaction .... so there was 99.9999999% wont happen ....

and i was so desperate that why now only i realize his existing ???? why ????? sigh ~~ and if we really got interaction with each other, i just wan to do few things with him, that is ....

(a) take many many photos with him
(b) go hang out together
(c) take meals together
(d) lie on his shoulder
(e) hold his hands
(f) give him a present

JUST ONCE !!!!!!!!! i already satisfied with this ....

but i just think it wont happen ... sigh again >.<

missing him ~~

im missing him a lot ... i think i fall in him .... sigh ~~ but i know its impossible ... because of certain reasons .... and everyday i pray for him .... maybe this is the best way .... hope that he will be fine and his injury part will be recover soon ...

it will be the last time i will see him next week ... i think we dun have any fate ... because he drive to class everyday and i have no fate to see his face again ~~ maybe i will very miss him .... and search for his exists ....

i will continue to pray for him and i will put him deeply in my heart ... and i love you ~~ do u ???

accident in INTI !!!!!!!!!!!!

today de quiz very hard ... sigh ~~ i only can do a few questions ... die this time ... and today's basketball match very cool also ... haha ^^

suddenly g0t a people come and talk with me ... scare ~~ haha ^^ luckily i got peggy ~~ wuwuwu ~~

and got accident .... i and peggy go and help the indian girl ... the driver win already ... people also cant see when dirving .... za dao !!!!!!

the indian girl hurt her back, elbow and shoulder joints ..... and she cant even move .... so i put some ice for her ... but finally ok already ... when i put the ice, suddenly g0t many people come around see .... haha ^^ seems like that time im a hero ... lolz ... just joking ~~

after her friends sent her go clinic, then my and peggy's job finish .... damn tired .... haha ^^ this make me flashback that time i was at secondary school help many people ... haha ^^ very happy that can help many people .... haha ^^ that's why i choose science and pharmacy ... can help people also ... haha ^^