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now i was in holiday, i still left around one week ... along this holiday, i thinked many or dozen of things !!!!!!!!!! i thinked about my college life, personalities, social life....

i found that im really a lousy person ... i found that my life was messed ... maybe im an overthinker... is it this is my problem or others ???

i heard my friends said, scorpion hard to express their feelings to others... and yet i am ... perhaps it is ... i think i have a barrier who hurted me so bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!! this make me breathless ... i had a group of best friends who were really close to me, we talked, shopped, and do whatever that girls or best friends suppose to do ... but finally, i found that they had their own secret ... why ??? now even like net friends also same .... im freaking give up everthing !!!!!!!!!! is it im untrusted ???? i really want the answer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i was thinked of this, i cried .... i need someone that understand me .....

signing off, Yvonne

i need u !!!!!!!

i really need u !!!!!!! please accept me ~~ haha

"u" is not a person, is an object ... what is it ??? let me tell u ... that is hospital !!!!!!! lolx

haha ^^ got za dao ma ??? lolx ... somehow ~~

i had been study Diploma in Pharmacy quiet long and this is my second year and im looking for an internship position at every Hospital Pharmacy Department ... but then why u all havent approve or reply me ???? i was very nervous now !!!!!!! can u all faster tell me the answer ??? sigh ~~ if not i will be kill by miss Yean ~~ then i really die that time ~~ sigh !!!!!

ok ~~ im just 3 8 ing around ... can ignore me ~~ lolx ... but hope u all enjoy my sites lo ~~ haha ^^ i will update my blog often ~~ lolx .. haha ^^

Fans Gathering with Alvin 7/8/2009

wa ~~ i had been long time didnt update my blog ... now somewhat got times to update ~~

7/8/09 was the best friday ever cause we had a nice gathering with Alvin Chong Chean Wah .. lolx ... he really friendly, nice to his fans (us) ... he really 3 8 ~~ haha ^^ or im the even more 3 8 ~~ maybe ... lolxx ...

this is the first time i join a fans club and having a gathering with "strangers" ... haha ^^ cause never met before ... haha ^^ but then we communicate well .. maybe i spread some 3 8 ~ness signal to them then they all also start 3 8 le ~ ... (p.s: u all must thanks me) lolxx

i know cw, elsa, mj(lollipop), wooi,yuli, jane, tom, hon hon, camelia, wenshin, huiyee, amilia, ALVIN ... lolxx ... they all were nice and friendly .... but everyone keep on "zha" and deng me !!!! lol .... very bad ~~

lollipop eat wasabi with sushi !!!!!!!! i think damn hot !!!!! cause wasabi very smelly ... so gross la ~~ but sushi must with wasabi only nice ... lolxx ... too 3 8 liao ~~

we took many funny photos at that day ~~ it was hard to decsribe with words at here ... i had no soft copy ... if g0t will upload later lo ~~ lolxx ...

i sure there must be another gathering soon !!!!! look forward it !!!!!!!! i wnat continue 3 8 with u all !!!!!!!!! lolxxx ...

i got privilege right ??? im the yellow color de le ~~ lolxxx .... (admins answer this question) ... lolxx ...