final exam !!!!!

final exam is around the corner and i havent prepare anything yet because i have no mood to study maybe i used to study at last minutes but this very dangerous ~~ others dun learn from me ~~ not good ....

final time table quite ok for me ....
first day: PMA 1106 (5-7PM)

second day: PAY 1104 (2-4PM)

third day: PCE 1108 (5-7PM)

forth day: STA 1100 (8-10AM)

fifth day: PPY 1105 (5-7PM)

I will going back on saturday because last day until 7pm quite rush if going back ....

so i need to study hard and study smart to reach my target ... may the GOD bless me forever and my friends .... we must be together until last semester and gruaduate together ....

angry !!!!!!!!!

today i very angry ... suddenly shoot by people at Strong DC ... God ~~ dun kn0w why ... i ask something about the stuff inside the dc also like that .... faint ~~

luckily still got people stand at my side ... haha ^^ inti still got good people ~~
haha ^^

english !!!!!!!!!!!!

my english really suck !!!!!!!!!! how ????

sigh ~~

i dun know what to do now ....

Little Nyonya ~~

today only i finish watched the "little nyonya" tv show ... it is a singaporean tv show .... it describe the life of Nyonya and Baba .... the content of this tv show was touched my heart .... and it really nice to watch it ....

i learn something from this tv show, it said that "if someone treat u badly, i cannot treat bad them back, oppositely i have to respect them" .... this made me flashback my past life ... i really didnt hate them ... i treat them very good right now .... but i didnt expect they treat me like this ... haha ^^

another things is, "love is a need, u can be not get it" .... i like this very much .... because it describe my condition right now ...

thirdly is, "love needs courage" .... i really need it ....

forth is, "i wont resigned my fate" .... this is amazing too ....

there were so many but i cant recall it ...sorry yea ... ^^

as conclusion, as my opinion, i think that, although i fond of him but he is not belongs to me... but i wont think that i must get him .... oppositely, i will pray for him everyday quitely....

hoping !!!!!!

i was just wandering that, the guy that i fond with is it my MR. Right ???? but my mind gave me a response that maybe happen, but in reality, i found that it was hard to happen because he was in last semester in INTI ... how come got interaction ??? and only one thing is we just know each other's existing but no coversation and interaction .... so there was 99.9999999% wont happen ....

and i was so desperate that why now only i realize his existing ???? why ????? sigh ~~ and if we really got interaction with each other, i just wan to do few things with him, that is ....

(a) take many many photos with him
(b) go hang out together
(c) take meals together
(d) lie on his shoulder
(e) hold his hands
(f) give him a present

JUST ONCE !!!!!!!!! i already satisfied with this ....

but i just think it wont happen ... sigh again >.<

miracle ~~

wakakakakakakaka !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hurayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today i accidently saw him at theside-walk cafe ... lolz .... damn handsome and wearing formal damn smart !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually before went to the cafe ... i was no energy and no mood de ... but than after saw him at there ... i full of energy ... he is my 100 plus ....

hope that can know him ... but very hard .... sigh .... if people got girlfriend then i will be the third person ... very bad de ... i dun want had a bad name ...

hope that we can be friend at least ... but seems like impossible ... haiz ... people last semester now .... hard to make it ... die ~~

god... u have to help me !!!!!!!!! please ... i beg u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lose ~~

today's semi-final match really amazing ... but they lose ... because at the last few minutes, they very nervous and just want to win ... then faul many times because of this and give points to their enermy ... that's why they lose .... already a truth, angry also useless ... just take it easy ... tomorrow will be better ....

and today i saw HIM ... lol ... still charming as now .... haha ^^ got eye contact with HIM ... so happy ... but i know that although i "like" or "love" or "admire" him, its impossible to happen this to me ... cause we are apart from each other and even no interaction between us and life ... somemore he will get out from my sight soon ... so i know it .... i will try myself not step too deep inside, if not i cannot pull myself out from that ... then i will hurt more at that time ....

all i can do is pray for him everyday and i already feel very "幸福" .... all the best for him and had a nice day .... good night and had a sweet dream ....

missing him ~~

im missing him a lot ... i think i fall in him .... sigh ~~ but i know its impossible ... because of certain reasons .... and everyday i pray for him .... maybe this is the best way .... hope that he will be fine and his injury part will be recover soon ...

it will be the last time i will see him next week ... i think we dun have any fate ... because he drive to class everyday and i have no fate to see his face again ~~ maybe i will very miss him .... and search for his exists ....

i will continue to pray for him and i will put him deeply in my heart ... and i love you ~~ do u ???