suddenly feeling ~~

suddenly today want write something ... but i dun know what to write .... just feel want it ... sigh ~~ i feel everything besides me seems like all fake ... and n0t true .... and i feel that everything will be gone one day .... today's weather are so depressed and cold ... seems wanna cry but not ... is it this also deputy my feelings ???? i think so .... today my brain just like a player, keep on playback what i done in my college life .... some are sweet, cool, unbelieveable, spicy but some are bitter and hatred .... but most of the things are happy .... and made me feel that is it going to be old .... so suddenly got so many feelings .... haha ^^
maybe others will think that it is stupid ... hehe ^^ but i think is extremely incredible ....

a short break life ....

n0w .... this week is my holiday break and there are many things i want to settle ... which is the computing assignment and the history assignment .... there are too complicated and hard .... but need to finish it by this week....

and i very scare for my presentation for these both assignment .... haha ^^

i scare to face too many people .... and i dun kn0w how to respond .... lolz .... seems funny .... but i need to jump out from my barrier to challenge myself .... so i have to work hard and hard .... gambateh ^^

college life ^^

now already semester 2 in my college .... seems everything gone fast and rush .... and now is the study week for my short semester ... everything in college was smooth and nice but only one thing made me headache is the exam .... it was hard, many, and stress .... but what to do ??? if i give up in my exam ... sure i will regret in my life .... so i just stand with it .... and if i really very stress , i will think the day i gruduate .... that's made me full of energy ... haha ^^
this seems like stupid .... but never mind ... i just do it !!!!