5 Tanjung's gathering night ~~

last saturday was our 5 Tanjung's gathering night .... tiffany already called many people from our ex class students ... but some of them "put aeroplane" ... sigh ~~~ sad .... but there were also had some surprise to me .... that was i saw Low Yau Ming who already studied at Singapore come back and attended the gathering ... he really surprised me .... and i saw Yeoh, Yit Weoi also .... that day i thought only two guys ... but now a few ... haha ^^

but Wei Jie also brought two friends came and they were not from our class were from another secondary school ... they was called Jason and Elton .... they very funny and friendly but Elton was too talkative ... most of the people ignored him ... haha ^^

another things that surprised me was i saw Cammie ... i thought she wont came for the gathering ... i thought she was a busy girl and havent in holiday ... haha ^^ happy to see her .... we talk much .... haha ^^

but there was also many people didnt came for the gathering ... there were Yuan Xin, Hui Si, Sook Chan, See Yee... they say they went out everyday ... cannot came and no money .... sigh ~~ it a waste ..... then, my gang Cheah Hui, Xiao Ern, Siew Juin, Li Ting didnt came ... some of them got family problem need settle and some need go for wedding dinner and some need work .... but its ok ... haha ^^ for the guys, Sze Ginn, Kok Onn, Kar Wai, Kevin didnt came .... i dun know the reason .... but almost they were lazy ... sigh ~~ and some indian friends didnt came also ... if not there's perfect !!!! haha ... but i believe we still have chance ....

we talk 3 8, eat 3 8 , everything 3 8 .... haha ^^ then we go for Ruby Karaoke Singing Box .... i really die at there .. because all the guys sang the song until the glass can broke into two and they were not sing was shout ... haha ^^ they also sang old classic songs ... i really cant believe it .... haha ^^ but we really had fun ... lolz ... that day i went back early ... because another day need go KL ... so i dun know what happen next ... haha ^^

very blur .... ~~

got ghost ar ... if not there was a perfect shot ... Siow's fault

me and cammie ~~

me,cammie,tiffany, hui kien... four of us ~~

take picture together ... yeah ~~

~that's all~

lifestyle ~~

such a long time didnt wrote something here .... nowadays kinda busy ... lolz .... but yesterday was a "dong zi" for all the chinese .... every chinese will made "tang yuan" for their family and for those who eat it they will increase one year .... haha ^^ and my mum made many different colours' "tang yuan" .... traditionally, it was only white and pink in colour .... but now they was many different type ....

today i felt boring and look out from my window and i saw a dark sky with a star ..... the star was sparkles alone made itself sharp .... but it was alone .... sigh ~~ no one will knew its existences but it stood there .... it also gave people that it was an ignore star .... it just a feeling ~~

can see the star ??? very small ~~

the view from my room

colourful "tang yuan"

just a feeling expression ~~

~end~

everything are changed !!!!

gosh !!!! stupid .... such a long time i didnt write my blog ... very miss here but now i dun know how to express my feelings here ... nowadays i found out many things are changed around me, especially people .... and i dun know why .... is it who was changed was me ???? it is a BIG question mark !!!! but i can see that my secondary buddies was not changed because i know them very well even for them also ..... i was very glad that i didnt knew them ... but the worst thing in my life recently was i found someone who was pretending ~~ damn hate ..... but i wont said it in front of them, i just express it at here ... my little world ....

i wont angry,talk bad about them, i still treat them very good but what i got was nothing !!!! but what can i do ???? i cant do nothing .... because they was my friends .... but how they treat me ???? no one can knew my feelings ... even for them also they dun know nothing .... but i just stand for it !!!!! i sure one day i cant stand for it ..... really !!!! i really tired .... what to do ??? i still need to face them ... if i escape from them ... i will became a useless people .... i swear !!!!

but i also found something new ... i knew many kind of people .... haha ^^ some are friendly,crazy and 3 8 .... lolz ... but at least they were not pretending .... thats why i like them very much and i interact with them truly .... ~~ hehe ^^ is worth than everything !!!!

~end~

心情。缘分。等待。梦想。飞翔

平常我都用英文写blog，今天特别想用华语。希望大家别吓到。。。 哈哈。。。。 今天不经意从电视看到gary 曹格的电视访问。。。 在这个访问当中，我发觉我对他另眼相看了。。。 他不再是我心里哪么的狂野，神经。。。 在这个访问当中，他的态度变了。。。 不是他的人改变，是我对他的态度改变了。。。。 我发觉他对他的最爱真的很好。。。。 他瞬间就是我一直梦寐以求的"my ideal boyfriend and husband" 。。。。 哈哈 。。。。 maybe someone will think im silly .... but its true .... 我相信神一定会好好照顾我的，祂会赐好的东西给好的人。。。。 我会慢慢等待这一刻的and 我会对自己坦白一点。。。我是一个不会拖泥带水的人。。。。可能天蝎座的人比较特别的吧!!!!! 哈哈 。。。。 好想用回英文..... let's use english back ... lolz ... this made me confortable for me ..... haha ^^ every girl will have dreams .... i also have dreams ... haha ^^ i hope i can get a good job after i finish my diploma and if can i really hope that i can get a comfirmation from overseas U then i really want to go overseas to study and open my eyes ... and look far a bit .... lolz .... haha ^^ second, hope that i can get a really really good boyfriend and husband .... i just only 18 years old but seems like think too far .... lolz .... but never mind .... i believe someday my dreams will come true ...."like a bolt out of the blue, fate steps seems and sees u true, when u wish a dream upon of star and dreams come true...." haha ^^ seems a bit childish .... i think my dreams wont too much and i not greedy .... do i ??? sigh ~~ i will respect what is GOD give me .... thanks GOD .... Amen .... haha ^^ thats all for my today .... hope that i will come back here everyday to write about myself and my life .... haha ^^ see yea ... bye bye ....

im back !!!!!

Finally im back !!!! im back to my blog here !!!! really glad about that .... haha ^^ seems like i really busy .... busy with my personal things, families, friends and so on .... and now i relief !!!! haha !!!! unfortunately that, at that time, my grandma had infected with "denggi" .... it really unbelievable .... and scary ..... she lived at hospital almost for two weeks but now already recovered ..... sigh ~~ and these also made my ideal journey gone !!!!! wuwu ~~ but never mind , at least i can learn "LOVE" between my families members .... haha ^^ it worth also .... lolz ..... everyone need a healthy body .... if not cant do anything .... haha ^^

now all my friends are busy with their assignments, exam, presentations and so on .... there are no time for us to gather .... but this week they are going relief ..... hope that, we can gather together and go hang out everywhere .... but except "THE TWO" ..... because they been hurt me so deep and now i was nothing to say with them .... only a "HI" when we meet ..... i have try to recover it but they broke it and now i dun have the energy to play it .... i was very tired about it !!!! really .... and now i can see more far and i only tell one of my best best friend called "MM" .... she can look through me and for her i also .... but we now are separate very far ~~ but never mind .... one day we will meet .... i wait for the time come ..... she lend me her ears to say my secret and everything i also talk with her .... and from that "things" happened, she say i already matured a lot and she say she admire my "happy-go-lucky" style .... haha ^^ i dun know what does it means .... haha ^^ but i really thanks her very much .... if dun have her, i think i wont having a good life at my UC now .... thanks yea .... my friends .... i really love u all .... for those hurt me, i also pray to GOD hope that u all still happy in your life, healthy.... may GOD bless u all .....

gambateh neh ~~~ to me ~~~~

suddenly feeling ~~

suddenly today want write something ... but i dun know what to write .... just feel want it ... sigh ~~ i feel everything besides me seems like all fake ... and n0t true .... and i feel that everything will be gone one day .... today's weather are so depressed and cold ... seems wanna cry but not ... is it this also deputy my feelings ???? i think so .... today my brain just like a player, keep on playback what i done in my college life .... some are sweet, cool, unbelieveable, spicy but some are bitter and hatred .... but most of the things are happy .... and made me feel that is it going to be old .... so suddenly got so many feelings .... haha ^^
maybe others will think that it is stupid ... hehe ^^ but i think is extremely incredible ....

a short break life ....

n0w .... this week is my holiday break and there are many things i want to settle ... which is the computing assignment and the history assignment .... there are too complicated and hard .... but need to finish it by this week....

and i very scare for my presentation for these both assignment .... haha ^^

i scare to face too many people .... and i dun kn0w how to respond .... lolz .... seems funny .... but i need to jump out from my barrier to challenge myself .... so i have to work hard and hard .... gambateh ^^

college life ^^

now already semester 2 in my college .... seems everything gone fast and rush .... and now is the study week for my short semester ... everything in college was smooth and nice but only one thing made me headache is the exam .... it was hard, many, and stress .... but what to do ??? if i give up in my exam ... sure i will regret in my life .... so i just stand with it .... and if i really very stress , i will think the day i gruduate .... that's made me full of energy ... haha ^^
this seems like stupid .... but never mind ... i just do it !!!!