Yvonne's world 绝对自恋 ~~

hi ... nice to meet u blogger

2010-07-06T12:40:00.001+08:00

woohoo ~~

since when i didnt wrote anything in my blog ~haha ^^
it was last year ~~ omg ~~

so once again, im back !!!! hehe ^^
hi, blogger... nice to meet u ~~ haha ^^

Depressed !!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-15T01:56:00.001+08:00

sigh ~~!!!! damn it !!!!!!!!! wth ~~ omg !!!!!!!!!!!

i dun know what i want to type and tell now !!!!!!!!!!!!

moody now !!!!!!!!!! just wanna to scream ~~ >.

untitle

2009-08-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

now i was in holiday, i still left around one week ... along this holiday, i thinked many or dozen of things !!!!!!!!!! i thinked about my college life, personalities, social life....

i found that im really a lousy person ... i found that my life was messed ... maybe im an overthinker... is it this is my problem or others ???

i heard my friends said, scorpion hard to express their feelings to others... and yet i am ... perhaps it is ... i think i have a barrier who hurted me so bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!! this make me breathless ... i had a group of best friends who were really close to me, we talked, shopped, and do whatever that girls or best friends suppose to do ... but finally, i found that they had their own secret ... why ??? now even like net friends also same .... im freaking give up everthing !!!!!!!!!! is it im untrusted ???? i really want the answer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i was thinked of this, i cried .... i need someone that understand me .....

signing off, Yvonne

i need u !!!!!!!

2009-08-19T11:57:00.002+08:00

i really need u !!!!!!! please accept me ~~ haha

"u" is not a person, is an object ... what is it ??? let me tell u ... that is hospital !!!!!!! lolx

haha ^^ got za dao ma ??? lolx ... somehow ~~

i had been study Diploma in Pharmacy quiet long and this is my second year and im looking for an internship position at every Hospital Pharmacy Department ... but then why u all havent approve or reply me ???? i was very nervous now !!!!!!! can u all faster tell me the answer ??? sigh ~~ if not i will be kill by miss Yean ~~ then i really die that time ~~ sigh !!!!!

ok ~~ im just 3 8 ing around ... can ignore me ~~ lolx ... but hope u all enjoy my sites lo ~~ haha ^^ i will update my blog often ~~ lolx .. haha ^^

Fans Gathering with Alvin 7/8/2009

2009-08-08T13:40:00.005+08:00

wa ~~ i had been long time didnt update my blog ... now somewhat got times to update ~~

7/8/09 was the best friday ever cause we had a nice gathering with Alvin Chong Chean Wah .. lolx ... he really friendly, nice to his fans (us) ... he really 3 8 ~~ haha ^^ or im the even more 3 8 ~~ maybe ... lolxx ...

this is the first time i join a fans club and having a gathering with "strangers" ... haha ^^ cause never met before ... haha ^^ but then we communicate well .. maybe i spread some 3 8 ~ness signal to them then they all also start 3 8 le ~ ... (p.s: u all must thanks me) lolxx

i know cw, elsa, mj(lollipop), wooi,yuli, jane, tom, hon hon, camelia, wenshin, huiyee, amilia, ALVIN ... lolxx ... they all were nice and friendly .... but everyone keep on "zha" and deng me !!!! lol .... very bad ~~

lollipop eat wasabi with sushi !!!!!!!! i think damn hot !!!!! cause wasabi very smelly ... so gross la ~~ but sushi must with wasabi only nice ... lolxx ... too 3 8 liao ~~

we took many funny photos at that day ~~ it was hard to decsribe with words at here ... i had no soft copy ... if g0t will upload later lo ~~ lolxx ...

i sure there must be another gathering soon !!!!! look forward it !!!!!!!! i wnat continue 3 8 with u all !!!!!!!!! lolxxx ...

i got privilege right ??? im the yellow color de le ~~ lolxxx .... (admins answer this question) ... lolxx ...

new life begin again ~~

2009-05-10T12:21:00.003+08:00

after the 2 weeks holidays, my college life begin again .... this time it seems like im in 2nd year right now and most of the subjects are heavy for me .... and my time table are pack and made me cannot breathe ...

maybe this is the challenge for me .... i will try my best to overcome it ... haha ^^

endless pray ~~

2009-04-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

endless pray ~~ to him ... hope he will be fine ....
may GOD bless him ever ....

gambateh ~~

Dying !!!!!!!

2009-04-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

past few days i studied until mad ~~ ... not sleep for whole week ... like hell ~~
but the test was ok for me ... i think the results wont so bad ... haha ^^

but i only scared for the physiology and the anatomy ... cause the lecturer really mad and i dun know what's wrong with her ... test was vert hard !!!!!!!!! only can do half only ... no confident !!!!!

haha ^^ now i already relief from "hell" and now im at "heaven" ... enjoying my life ... sleep more, play more, eat more, watch drama more ... everything MORE !!!!!!!!!!!

hope his can do well in his final ~~ all the best ~~ take good care ...

final exam !!!!!

2009-04-10T21:42:00.003+08:00

final exam is around the corner and i havent prepare anything yet because i have no mood to study maybe i used to study at last minutes but this very dangerous ~~ others dun learn from me ~~ not good ....

final time table quite ok for me ....
first day: PMA 1106 (5-7PM)

second day: PAY 1104 (2-4PM)

third day: PCE 1108 (5-7PM)

forth day: STA 1100 (8-10AM)

fifth day: PPY 1105 (5-7PM)

I will going back on saturday because last day until 7pm quite rush if going back ....

so i need to study hard and study smart to reach my target ... may the GOD bless me forever and my friends .... we must be together until last semester and gruaduate together ....

angry !!!!!!!!!

2009-04-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

today i very angry ... suddenly shoot by people at Strong DC ... God ~~ dun kn0w why ... i ask something about the stuff inside the dc also like that .... faint ~~

luckily still got people stand at my side ... haha ^^ inti still got good people ~~
haha ^^

english !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-27T21:30:00.001+08:00

my english really suck !!!!!!!!!! how ????

sigh ~~

i dun know what to do now ....

Little Nyonya ~~

2009-03-21T21:10:00.005+08:00

today only i finish watched the "little nyonya" tv show ... it is a singaporean tv show .... it describe the life of Nyonya and Baba .... the content of this tv show was touched my heart .... and it really nice to watch it ....

i learn something from this tv show, it said that "if someone treat u badly, i cannot treat bad them back, oppositely i have to respect them" .... this made me flashback my past life ... i really didnt hate them ... i treat them very good right now .... but i didnt expect they treat me like this ... haha ^^

another things is, "love is a need, u can be not get it" .... i like this very much .... because it describe my condition right now ...

thirdly is, "love needs courage" .... i really need it ....

forth is, "i wont resigned my fate" .... this is amazing too ....

there were so many but i cant recall it ...sorry yea ... ^^

as conclusion, as my opinion, i think that, although i fond of him but he is not belongs to me... but i wont think that i must get him .... oppositely, i will pray for him everyday quitely....

hoping !!!!!!

2009-03-17T00:43:00.003+08:00

i was just wandering that, the guy that i fond with is it my MR. Right ???? but my mind gave me a response that maybe happen, but in reality, i found that it was hard to happen because he was in last semester in INTI ... how come got interaction ??? and only one thing is we just know each other's existing but no coversation and interaction .... so there was 99.9999999% wont happen ....

and i was so desperate that why now only i realize his existing ???? why ????? sigh ~~ and if we really got interaction with each other, i just wan to do few things with him, that is ....

(a) take many many photos with him
(b) go hang out together
(c) take meals together
(d) lie on his shoulder
(e) hold his hands
(f) give him a present

JUST ONCE !!!!!!!!! i already satisfied with this ....

but i just think it wont happen ... sigh again >.<

miracle ~~

2009-03-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

wakakakakakakaka !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hurayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today i accidently saw him at theside-walk cafe ... lolz .... damn handsome and wearing formal damn smart !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually before went to the cafe ... i was no energy and no mood de ... but than after saw him at there ... i full of energy ... he is my 100 plus ....

hope that can know him ... but very hard .... sigh .... if people got girlfriend then i will be the third person ... very bad de ... i dun want had a bad name ...

hope that we can be friend at least ... but seems like impossible ... haiz ... people last semester now .... hard to make it ... die ~~

god... u have to help me !!!!!!!!! please ... i beg u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lose ~~

2009-03-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

today's semi-final match really amazing ... but they lose ... because at the last few minutes, they very nervous and just want to win ... then faul many times because of this and give points to their enermy ... that's why they lose .... already a truth, angry also useless ... just take it easy ... tomorrow will be better ....

and today i saw HIM ... lol ... still charming as now .... haha ^^ got eye contact with HIM ... so happy ... but i know that although i "like" or "love" or "admire" him, its impossible to happen this to me ... cause we are apart from each other and even no interaction between us and life ... somemore he will get out from my sight soon ... so i know it .... i will try myself not step too deep inside, if not i cannot pull myself out from that ... then i will hurt more at that time ....

all i can do is pray for him everyday and i already feel very "幸福" .... all the best for him and had a nice day .... good night and had a sweet dream ....

missing him ~~

2009-03-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

im missing him a lot ... i think i fall in him .... sigh ~~ but i know its impossible ... because of certain reasons .... and everyday i pray for him .... maybe this is the best way .... hope that he will be fine and his injury part will be recover soon ...

it will be the last time i will see him next week ... i think we dun have any fate ... because he drive to class everyday and i have no fate to see his face again ~~ maybe i will very miss him .... and search for his exists ....

i will continue to pray for him and i will put him deeply in my heart ... and i love you ~~ do u ???

change my email address !!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

yuhuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally im going to change my email address ... already change ... lolz ... so everyone and my friends remember to add it !!!!!
haha ^^ have to inform so many people ... want die already ... haha ^^

want add him or n0t ??? confusing ~~

what the hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fucking hell stupid !!!!!!!!!

2009-03-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

today i went to watch basketball semi-final match with peggy ... actually i was wandering i was watching with mei teen but because of her friends birthday .... she go out with them to celebrate.... but then i was very angry with .... fucking hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and they made me uncomfortable and really angry even want to cry also .... finally i go to sathiya room and finally i cry ~~ i dun know how to explain ... maybe my six sense was strong and it tell me what is happening now ... and peggy also can see through it ...

i was regret now and i dun want play anymore .... but the truth tell me i cant ... because i already addicted ... i cant even pull myself out from that ... if i really can pull myself out from that, then how about them ???? for them, the problem still there, it wont disappear .... so what can i do ???? i really dun have any idea ... i really very tired tired tired ... i have no energy to play again .... really ... but i cant do anything ....

accident in INTI !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

today de quiz very hard ... sigh ~~ i only can do a few questions ... die this time ... and today's basketball match very cool also ... haha ^^

suddenly g0t a people come and talk with me ... scare ~~ haha ^^ luckily i got peggy ~~ wuwuwu ~~

and got accident .... i and peggy go and help the indian girl ... the driver win already ... people also cant see when dirving .... za dao !!!!!!

the indian girl hurt her back, elbow and shoulder joints ..... and she cant even move .... so i put some ice for her ... but finally ok already ... when i put the ice, suddenly g0t many people come around see .... haha ^^ seems like that time im a hero ... lolz ... just joking ~~

after her friends sent her go clinic, then my and peggy's job finish .... damn tired .... haha ^^ this make me flashback that time i was at secondary school help many people ... haha ^^ very happy that can help many people .... haha ^^ that's why i choose science and pharmacy ... can help people also ... haha ^^

nervousnessss ~~

2009-03-04T01:04:00.002+08:00

tomorrow having quiz 1 for my PCE 1108 , which is pharmaceutics 1 .... damn scare and nervous ... currently extremely, hype nervous .... sweat ...

maybe scare for what type of questions wil coming out ... or whatever ...

really hope that tomorrow quiz will works smoothly and i can do it .... Amen ...

p.s: for him also .... had a nice day and sweet dreams .... Amen

unbelievable .... dissapointed ~~

2009-03-02T21:59:00.003+08:00

sigh ~~ today's basketball match really nice .... i the Happy VS Purify .... but then, Happy team was lost ... 3 marks only ... 56 VS 59 ... damn shit .... haha ^^ but he still very charming when he shoot the ball .... admiring ~~ haha ^^ but he seems like hurt .... in his leg and hand .... worried ~~ got a feeling that want give him some ice ~~ (p.s : ice was useful in first aid) but i didnt .... scare ~~ huhu ~~ such a long time i didnt saw him ... very sad ... only today i saw him at the basketball court ... sad ~~ no fate ??? uhhhhhhh

hope can know each other .... really .... want to aloud to him :
"Yvonne still SINGLE and AVAILABLE" !!!!!!!

haha ^^ hope he will know la ~~ available for him anytime .... hehe ^^ (p.s: seems like very cheap) .... hehe ^^

end ~~ hope can see him in normal day ~~ miss him very much ....

collapsed ...

2009-02-28T16:10:00.002+08:00

finally i collapsed -----> sick .... sigh ~~ sure because everyday "kena" the rain while in hte college ... die la ~~ headache, fever, bad flu, bad cough, sore throat .... somemore got exam and test ... dun know can stand with it or not ... hope that an recover fast fast !!!!! please ....

end ~~

orietation night 2009

2009-02-25T23:23:00.003+08:00

yoyo !!!!!!! is time for blogging my dear bloggie ... lol ... today was our INTI Internationl University College orietation night ... let me introduce what is orientation night for all of u ... actually orientation night was from the new enrolled student whoever u are and coming for the orientation day the day u enrolled and from that, u had a to join this competition..... from this competition, we will find who is the mr. inti and miss inti ..... was it sounds good ??? haha ^^

i was wandering want to go unfortunately tomorrow g0t test .... so i have to gve up the orientation night and stay at the room to study ... from last semester, the orietation night also clash with my exam .... sad ~~ i think me and the oritetation night had no fate .... maybe ~~ or almost ~~

but my roomate and my sister went to this orietation night today .... but my roomate came bac early, she say damn boring .. i dun know because m not under the situation ... actually i want to watch .... sob ~~ but my sister say the results was unbelievable ... mr. inti was the M4 which his attitude g0t a bit like a girl .. haha ^^ andthe miss inti was amazing .... she is from Bostawa .... and i think everyone like her .... but for the mr. inti ... im not sure about it ... lol ....

sigh ~~ finally i finish my biostatistics revision .... and now only got time to write something ... haha ^^hope that tomorrow test wont so hard and may the god bless me ever ... and glad that today nothing bad things happened ... pray the LORD , Amen , Haleiluya ....

happy team rockzzz

2009-02-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

fuyoh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today's basketball match really cool .... because i watch 3 pairs of comprtitions... first was underground versus the china team... secondly was the most unchallengable and i dun know both of the team names.... haha ^^ last was the black guy team versus happy team .... i tell u .. damn exicted in the third game .... their match i think was the most long compare to others .... because both teams was very cool .... the no.99 very bad de ... keep on disturbing the no.4 .... haha ^^ i like no.4 because he really very cool and charm when he play basketball.... especially when he slum the ball ... haha ^^ damn charming ~~ admiring ~~ haha ^^

dun know when can see him again ... haha ^^ hope he will keep it up with his team ... haha ^^ pray for him ... love u so much ~~ have a nice game !!!!!! cool yea ....

JJ go back o ~~

2009-02-23T15:12:00.001+08:00

finally ... JJ going to go back to new zealand on 23rd of february 2009 ...
although got a little bit if sadness ... but hope he will be fine ....
may god bless him ... haha ^^ take good care la ... JJ .... see yea ....

blekkkk ^^

love? like? admire? used to it?

2009-02-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

i dun know what im thinking now... my mind is keep going thinking of him ... is it this what what others say "LOVE" ???? i really dun know ... when he was online i want to chat with him but i was scare so i just leave it ... actually i was waiting whether he was find me in msn ... and the answer is no, she rather find my friends then me..... maybe we are not as close .... but we was just very close since we at secondary and now i really very sad .... sigh ~~ i hope that he will be fine .... i wont interrupt his life .... i swear ...

well .... so lame ~~ trip slogan ....

2009-02-16T00:10:00.004+08:00

haha ^^ this year valentine's day was very special for me because my dear little JJ was back from New Zealand ... and we all decide to go BBQ at PD ... haha ^^ at first we just simply say ... but JJ was extremely cute ... he do proposal for this event, discussion with us about what to do along that day .. and others.... haha ^^

we go buy materials together and prepare many things for entertainment and others... it was a 2 day 1 night trip ... haha ^^ at that day ... there were two cars going ... which included me, mei teen, JJ, wei jian, keng boon, ah gan and his girlfriend, yee heng..... all of us like super extremely happy .... and yee heng drove JJ's car and ah Gan drove kheng boon's car ... after settle eveything, finally we all start our journey .... yee heng them was lost in the PD town because of the yee heng ... he drove really ery fast for no reason... sweat !!!!! but ah Gan drove steady and smooth ... we peacefully arrive .... and wait for them for so long ... this also because got me inside the car to direct ah Gan ... if not sure he will lost .... haha ^^ good co-operation partner ... kaka ^^

then finally yee heng them search here search there then only arrived.... haha ^^ it was already4 pm .... then we faster all go up to the apartment and clean the room, toilet and everything necessary ... haha ^^ when we were cleaning the room, we all really have fun on that ... haha ^^ then we just use half hours settle everything because we all co-operation ... hehe ^^ if not sure will clean until very late... after that, ah Gan was so excited to see the sea and he keep on want go to the beach ... haha ^^ then we all go but that time was the sea "tui chao" ... then he was too excited and run to the sea.... but when he just step 1 step out of the sea ... his both leg suck in the mug !!!! and we all laugh at him said that this is the payback u are too excited to it !!!!!!!!! all the guys help him get out from the mug ... haha ^^

then the JJ be the camera man keep on capture something really artistic ... it really nice ... he can catch the angle very well ... ah Gan, wei jian and yee heng like a kids go play water, swimming and whatever in the sea ... the results was they all drink many sea water ... it was salty .... then me, mei teen and yu wen(ah gan's gf) walk slowly from the beach to the sea ... cause we are scare .... we hold hands together. .... kheng boon was too afraid to the sea ... so she didnt go play ... she take care our things .... haha ^^

JJ really took many picture about us in the sea ... haha ^^ then it really fun.....after 7pm we go back and bathing ... whereareas some are preparing the food for BBQ at night .... khengboon g0t bring some fireworks .... and she said want put it while in the BBQ session .... at 8pm ... we are hungry like a ghost ... and go for BBQ .... we prepare chicken wings, fishball, crabmeat, hotdogs, snacks, beer, champhgne, carbonate drink.... haha ^^ only ah Gan was th eweird one ... he said he want to eat the chicken butt !!!!!!!!! sweat !!!!!!!! everyone faint ... haha ^^ we all really enjoy until 10 pm and then go for a walk along the beach ... near the beach there, there was some valentine's events .... we all just pass by and felt the romantic feeling ... sweet ~~

after that, we all chit chat for awhile and than packing all the things and go up to apartment .... and all 3 8 ing in the room ... some are pc~ing, camera~ing, chit-chat~ing, bathing, sleeping, drinking beer.... haha ^^ after we all finish bath, we all sit in a circle and play "truth or dare" !!!!!!!! god !!!!!!! it really scary ... we all dare everyone kiss in the cheek, hands, ears,forehead,ankle.... and lick the ears, nose touch nose, use the food to do some scary things ... but we didnt kissing mouth with mouth ... haha ^^ everyone also "kena" kiss people and also people kiss u ... haha ^^ we play until 2 am and play card until 4 am ... then everyone go for sleep because we all want to see the sun coming out !!!!!!!! haha ^^

i cant sleep for the whole night because im too cold and hard to fall asleep ... but the rest was easily to sleep except JJ, yee heng and kheng boon.... three of them sleep in 1 room and i and mei teen, and wei jian sleep in living room, and ah GAN and his gf sleep in 1 one room .... JJ them cant sleep because they feel the bed cloths got "kutu" .... adn very itching ..... because all the bed clothes stand for long time ago ... hehe ^^ i just lying on the sofa and look out to the beach ... it really beautiful ..... and i woke up 4.30 am and clean myself and everyone also woke up and we all felt hungry at 6 am early ... then we all go out search for breakfast and wei jian is the one only stay at the room to sleep ... haha ^^

we all go very far adn seach the food ... just drive along the town again again adn again ... haha ^^ but finally we found 1 shop already open and we all go ther having out breakfast .... all order chinese cuisine... like mi hun soup, wan tan mee and others.... we all drink milo, coffee ... haha ^^
as we eat, the sky already light and light and we think today cant see the sun ... because it was quite cloudy ... haha ^^

after our breakfast, we all go back to the apartment and do our own stuff .... then about 8am , we all go for beach again for the last time playing before going back ... everyone 3 8 ing and do something stupid !!!!!!!!!!! is hard to explain here !!!!!! haha ^^ we all play until 1 pm and then go packing our own things and go back to seremban to lunch in JUSCO .... omg ... jusco was too crowded ..... because it was weekends.... sweat .... hard to find the parking lot .... but finally found and all the restaurant was full .... but what to do ??? wait lo !!!!!!!! if not how ??? haha ^^ we having out lunch in "hongkie foodtiam" haha ^^ and chit chat awhile , go walk for awhile and then go back home ... haha ^^

that's all for my valentine's day events....

is coming !!!!!!!

2009-02-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my coursework tests, quizez is coming !!!!!!!!! and i really very suffer about it .... scare la ~~ especially my physiology and anatomy subjects .... damn it .... the lecturer really mad , how come she give everything that not important to us and mix up with the important things .... god !!!!!!!!!!! but what to do ??? have to read all also .... if n0t, there is not enough marks in my final ... then need to retake ... hate it !!!!!!!!!!! stressful !!!!!!!!! i need someone talk to me !!!!!!!! sigh ~~ all the test is all straight ... non-stop !!!!!!!!! how to study ??? sob sob ~~ =(

help ar !!!!!!!!!!! cannot breathe already .... god !!!!!!!!!!!! please give me some energy ..........

chinese new year !!!!!!

2009-02-04T22:52:00.003+08:00

bloggie im back !!!!! finally my one week chinese new year break was over .... it was cool along the chinese new year ... even the eve also ... for my family, my eve gathering night was not a dinner , it was supper .... special right .... i can sure that no one was same with me !!!!! gruantee .... haha ^^ my eve supper time, my family ate steamboat .... haha ^^ homemade !!!!! huhu ~~ it was fun .... haha ^^ then chit chat for awhile ....

the first day of the chinese new year, my uncle and my cousin was came and we chit chat and we drunk whisky.... 1 bottle finished .... then my another uncle coming .... 1 bottle whisky clear again .... omg one day i drink many ..... until night .... haha ^^ then my aunt came back and we eat "yu sheng" .... haha ^^ for fun .... then play the dancing game using the dancing pad .... everyone act like "cacat" .... but need a fastest speed .... how to play ???? just laugh each others ....

the second day of chinese new year, my another aunt came back..... i went for my grandme house at 12 noon then came back at 3pm .... but my aunt was back ... when at night, we all drink again.... 2 bottles of whisky gone off .... wa !!!!!!!! so geng la the Gan's Family !!!!!!!! at midnight, my grandma ask my aunt stay for 1 more day and they go buy some stuffs ....then, me and my cousing play crackers ..... my cousin wanted played but scare ... hard to describe .... haha ^^
then my grandma called another aunt came tomorrow .... haha ^^

the third day of the chinese new year, both aunt was here and we drank from morning until night non-stop .... we total finish 3 bottles of whisky .... finally all of us "mabuk" .... and all also vomit .... accept my uncle .... for me also no vomit of course .... haha ^^ it was a memerable day !!!!!

then others day, many relatives came to my house and my friends came to my house .... haha ^^ my 5 Tanjung chinese students was coming and some from other class .... we chit chat and found one thing was, sze ginn suddenly nose-bleeding non-stop .... really scary .... but finally stop bleeding ....

saturday we go Puchong to visit relatives and saw her new house .... and had a nice day there ..... sunday we went to malacca to visit another relatives ..... then go for malacca most famous food-chicken ball rice ... haha ^^ then went to the famous place-the red house (church) ... the church really amazing and nice .... and feel romantic too .... haha ^^ then i saw "eye on malaysia" too, firstly i thought it located at KL .... but i didnt believe my eyes .... it really big and cool .... i swear .... and it face to the sea .... so good to see it ... haha ^^

that's all my chinese new year celebration !!!!! one word can describe my family ....
rockzzzz !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because we all can drink .... i already fall in love with whisky ....... haha ^^

wahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! an amazing day ~~~~~~

2009-01-23T00:13:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ............. i wanna scream ... because finally i can see wan chean's look and took photo with her ... damn happy .... because she coming to Nilai INTI International University College , and our UC got chinese new year cultural night .... so invite her come and also promote her CD as well .... god ... she really cool .... haha ^^

i took photo with her ... wahahahaha ^^ happy like hell ^^ besides that, there was also many performaces that really cool .... and overall was very successful .... happy ...

happy day !!!!!

2009-01-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

god !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is just left 4 days, the chinese new year is coming .... haha ^^ super happy ... cause can see many cousins and relatives .... and play something funny, chit chat ... and whatever .... is just for fun .... and everyone have to .... and also i want see my friends also ... and go everywhere as i like ... unfortunately chinese new year cannot play fireworks .... it so stupid .... dun know why .... i want wonder that the police had grab all the fireworkers and will they take and play ???? this is a question mark for me !!!!!! i think got .... cause they 3 8 ... haha ^^

luckily INTI got one week holiday .... then can play ... but also not enough ... too short ... haha ^^ after the holiday ... i got exam .... sigh ~~ but i swear i wont study along the one week holiday .... cause this is my festival ... i dun want others interrupt !!!!! especially the books, homework and notes !!!!! it doesnt made any sense !!!!!

after that chinese new year , i will study hard for the exam one ... this do not mean that i wont study for my exam ... i am the type of "play hard, work hard" .... that's my life .... haha ^^

extrovent ....

2009-01-19T21:27:00.003+08:00

haha ^^ today really tired ... u know why ??? because i woke up 8 am morning .. but my class at 12 pm .... because i need to go back to hostel ..... and my sister got class at 10 am ... wanna sleep more for awhile also cannot ... sigh ~~ haha ^^

today's class I decided that this friday class cancel and replace it after the chinese new year ... haha ^^ everyone was happy ... lolz ..... i did the right choice .... haha ^^ not bad yea ....

the PCE class so far ok ... no much problem .... after the class over at 6 pm ... Thulasi and I go for jogging .... we actually meet at 6.45pm ... but she was late until 7 pm ... made me wait until for 15 minutes ... but never mind la ... because she didnt took her lunch afternoon so she went to buy some stuff to bite ... haha ^^ im not scolding her ... what to scold ??? haha ^^ then we jog until 7.45 pm then she went back to find her boyfriend ... and i went for dinner with mei teen and my sister ... haha ^^

that's all for today !!!!!
countdown my chinese new year ...

tired ~~

2009-01-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

sigh ~~ its time for posting the blog ... haha ^^ today's class really very tired ... because the whole day dun have class only at 4-6 pm .... nothing to do at the room ... after woke up then sleep again ... repeat few times ... damn lazy ... haha ^^ but finally i also get up from my bed ... cause if keep lying on the bed , will become more tired .... haha ^^ so ... u know de la ... lolz .... then surf the internet, chit chat with friends, then go for lunch with mei teen and sister ... my sister really so clumsy and embrassed .... she broke down the hawker's bowl which full with onion .... haha ^^ luckily the boss didnt do something ... if not she was dead ... haha ^^ then go for the class and i thought the lecture will only teach one chapter... dun know what she rush so fast ... haiz ... hard to follow ... adn she just read from the slides ... she say she will give the exam questions from the references books .... one reference book very expensive ... she expect everyone of us have one .... damn she ... how come she been like that .... sweat !!!! but what to do ??? she a lecturer ... im not .... if we go complaint she will definitely die ... lolz ... but we just see what she come out with the questions first then only decide ... but hope that she dun dare us ... we really can do anything ... lolz ...

that's all for today .... really very tired ... want take a rest .... bye

relax ~~

2009-01-13T23:47:00.002+08:00

uhhh ~~ finally i got the time to post something right here ... its not im lazy .... actually im busy ... busy with what ??? of course my studies ... haha ^^ because new semester was started ... kinda busy with it .... last week as the school life started, i found my PC infected by virus ... damn u ... dun know why ... i am a kind of person that dun know download software or whatever ... and didnt even play online games .... really very angry ... i think just a few days only before the school reopen, i went to JUSCO Seremban to install a antivirus software ... i think thats the time the virus infect .... damn him and the shop ... get close la ... !!!!!

but along the school day ... my shoulders heavy a lot than previous .... maybe it started to hard in my syllabus ... sigh ~~ its truth ... and this semester i took 5 subjects, 3 subjects were calculations, need to memorize all the formulas ... god .... the rest were the theory ... need memorize all the functions and others information ... maybe my brain going to broke into half ... or even get stroke with it !!!! haha ^^ (p.s. touch wood touch wood....)

now in the class pay more attention already ... and one thing was nowadays going to class more late ... because reached there also nothing to do ... just wait .... i think late a bit go but than seems like late but actually was not late .... it was the lecture reach earlier ... and when i reached the class ... i have no place to sit ... too many people .... so i have to sit behind ....actually i expected someone will leave a place for me ... but now only i know they wont and never .... maybe the fate between us already end .... it was just end peacefully ... such a good way .... (p.s. dun know what im trying to say.. and dun know what im thinking)

today's class was so 3 8 , i attended the biostatistics lecture .... the lecturer really crazy one .... rush like a roket .... dun know where he wants to go ... and his notes was very messy and hard to find ... sigh ~~ but overall ... i could catch up what he taught ... next, the physiology lab class was very scary .... the lecturer want us to use a pin to pin our fingers and see our red blood cell count ... it was gross and horrible ... painful .... i didnt try cause im scared for the bacteria ... actually it was not a professional and safety ways ... i have made a right choice ... luckily ... haha ^^maths class was so enjoying ... while the lecturer entered the class, she say to us she got a good news and a bad news ... the good news was she was going to attend the seminar and the bad news was she was giving us some homework and she will also replace the class also ... omg !!!! but never mind ... its ok to me ... haha ^^ today's math questions really stucked me up, finally i ask for help from my "genius" - shiau yin ... she is a smart girl ... so ask her sure can inderstand ... haha ^^ really thanks her ....

some more i put my picture when i was small at my table ... so when i bored ... i can just look at it and i will become energitic .... haha ^^

that's all for my story today ... thanks for u all's attention ....

~end~

chance . confused . funny . waiting

2009-01-06T16:34:00.005+08:00

today is the second day of my school .... i found something are going to change around me .... and i dun know how to explain ... but i really can feel it .... maybe im a predictable person .... because the horoscope said that scorpio person like to predict .... its true ... haha ^^ many people going to change ... such like attitute are change as the times pass by ... its hard to predict what they think ... but i know what they want to do .... haha ^^ should i gave a chance for them or us ??? would they will do something horror ???? and i dun know ... ~~

next, the lecture started to teach .... haha ^^ miss Bama was very nice ... she was very cool and her teaching style was totally different with others .... very admire her .... haha ^^ she taught me two subjects .... and i will pay full attention in her lecture ... haha ^^ but im not really like the miss Nurul .... she was a new teacher and her teaching style was too outdated .... very boring ... but what to do ??? have to pay attention also ... and will wanna fall asleep ... lol ....she also taught me human anatomy and human physiology .... haha ^^ very interesting subjects ... just only the style her teaching ... hopefully she can change !!!! can stand with it !!!!~~~ >.<

my biostatistics lecture really funny ... haha ^^ his name called foo kee wah ... but our chinese gang called him "富贵花" .... which means that propersrity flower .... haha ^^ and his keep on smiling with no reason ... dun know why ... haha ^^ and he look very strict and he already upload the notes ... going to start the lecture .... he say wanna start the lecture today but the whole calss dun want .... haha ^^ we are cool ... haha ^^

now cannot go lepak everywhere ... need to study hard ... haiz ... the tuition fees was expensive and the economy was not good ... what can do ???? just do my duty ... haha ^^ take it easy ... the economy sure will become better one day .... just WAIT ~~ haha ^^

i was very sad that cant go for S.H.E promotion tour ... sigh ~~ kinda dissapointed ... i miss my Hebe and the others ... haha ^^ their songs was cool and fantastics ..... hope that next time can go ... haha ^^ and i miss my JJ .... when he will come to malaysia ... i sure will go to his promotional tour ... if i know the place .... hopefully can at Seremban T1 ... then sure i can go .... haha ^^ wait for it !!!!

~end~

welcome back to INTI !!!!!

2009-01-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

hohoho ~~~ its already January 2009 ... so it means that the time go back to school is around the corner .... seems like everything start from beginning, everything new, everything are impossible to happen .... my heart going back to INTI was exicted, maybe INTI already changed and it was under control by Laureate International Universities .... seems very cool ... haha ^^ but i can feel something will going worst than now .... and i dun want say it here ... maybe they saw it .... haha ^^ but i wont care .... because i am who i am .... no one can control me except my families .... they have the rights ... and for some of my closer friends .... haha ^^

hope that in this year, everything going smooth, nice, pretty good .... and i can find something new here .... bye ~~

p.s.: listening "High School Musical" songs .... hehe ^^

~end~

hello 2009 goodbye 2008~~

2009-01-01T17:43:00.004+08:00

yoyoyo !!!! that was a turning point right here ... haha ^^ was a beginning of the new year 2009 ... happy .... but my hometown here cant celebrate because our Yam Tuan was dead 27th of December 2008 .... so all the entertainment were closed really ... sigh ~~~ but never mind la ... me and albee's friends go out for steamboat and then go era walk countdown quietly ... lolz .... illegally ... lolz .... haha ^^ everyone drink much and i also ... but albee and syin yee were "mabuk" .... and i didnt ... maybe i strong to drink ... so didnt "mabuk" ... haha ^^ but those guys really can drink ... haha ^^ especially the jason, si pei, wei jie, and others friends ... cool ... haha ^^ jason really 3 8 one ... keep on "kacau" and dare people .... haha ^^ but its fun !!!!

5 Tanjung's gathering night ~~

2008-12-31T01:00:00.003+08:00

last saturday was our 5 Tanjung's gathering night .... tiffany already called many people from our ex class students ... but some of them "put aeroplane" ... sigh ~~~ sad .... but there were also had some surprise to me .... that was i saw Low Yau Ming who already studied at Singapore come back and attended the gathering ... he really surprised me .... and i saw Yeoh, Yit Weoi also .... that day i thought only two guys ... but now a few ... haha ^^

but Wei Jie also brought two friends came and they were not from our class were from another secondary school ... they was called Jason and Elton .... they very funny and friendly but Elton was too talkative ... most of the people ignored him ... haha ^^

another things that surprised me was i saw Cammie ... i thought she wont came for the gathering ... i thought she was a busy girl and havent in holiday ... haha ^^ happy to see her .... we talk much .... haha ^^

but there was also many people didnt came for the gathering ... there were Yuan Xin, Hui Si, Sook Chan, See Yee... they say they went out everyday ... cannot came and no money .... sigh ~~ it a waste ..... then, my gang Cheah Hui, Xiao Ern, Siew Juin, Li Ting didnt came ... some of them got family problem need settle and some need go for wedding dinner and some need work .... but its ok ... haha ^^ for the guys, Sze Ginn, Kok Onn, Kar Wai, Kevin didnt came .... i dun know the reason .... but almost they were lazy ... sigh ~~ and some indian friends didnt came also ... if not there's perfect !!!! haha ... but i believe we still have chance ....

we talk 3 8, eat 3 8 , everything 3 8 .... haha ^^ then we go for Ruby Karaoke Singing Box .... i really die at there .. because all the guys sang the song until the glass can broke into two and they were not sing was shout ... haha ^^ they also sang old classic songs ... i really cant believe it .... haha ^^ but we really had fun ... lolz ... that day i went back early ... because another day need go KL ... so i dun know what happen next ... haha ^^

very blur .... ~~

got ghost ar ... if not there was a perfect shot ... Siow's fault

me and cammie ~~

me,cammie,tiffany, hui kien... four of us ~~

take picture together ... yeah ~~

~that's all~

lifestyle ~~

2008-12-22T20:33:00.005+08:00

such a long time didnt wrote something here .... nowadays kinda busy ... lolz .... but yesterday was a "dong zi" for all the chinese .... every chinese will made "tang yuan" for their family and for those who eat it they will increase one year .... haha ^^ and my mum made many different colours' "tang yuan" .... traditionally, it was only white and pink in colour .... but now they was many different type ....

today i felt boring and look out from my window and i saw a dark sky with a star ..... the star was sparkles alone made itself sharp .... but it was alone .... sigh ~~ no one will knew its existences but it stood there .... it also gave people that it was an ignore star .... it just a feeling ~~

can see the star ??? very small ~~

the view from my room

colourful "tang yuan"

just a feeling expression ~~

~end~

everything are changed !!!!

2008-12-17T00:07:00.003+08:00

gosh !!!! stupid .... such a long time i didnt write my blog ... very miss here but now i dun know how to express my feelings here ... nowadays i found out many things are changed around me, especially people .... and i dun know why .... is it who was changed was me ???? it is a BIG question mark !!!! but i can see that my secondary buddies was not changed because i know them very well even for them also ..... i was very glad that i didnt knew them ... but the worst thing in my life recently was i found someone who was pretending ~~ damn hate ..... but i wont said it in front of them, i just express it at here ... my little world ....

i wont angry,talk bad about them, i still treat them very good but what i got was nothing !!!! but what can i do ???? i cant do nothing .... because they was my friends .... but how they treat me ???? no one can knew my feelings ... even for them also they dun know nothing .... but i just stand for it !!!!! i sure one day i cant stand for it ..... really !!!! i really tired .... what to do ??? i still need to face them ... if i escape from them ... i will became a useless people .... i swear !!!!

but i also found something new ... i knew many kind of people .... haha ^^ some are friendly,crazy and 3 8 .... lolz ... but at least they were not pretending .... thats why i like them very much and i interact with them truly .... ~~ hehe ^^ is worth than everything !!!!

~end~

心情。缘分。等待。梦想。飞翔

2008-12-13T20:28:00.005+08:00

平常我都用英文写blog，今天特别想用华语。希望大家别吓到。。。哈哈。。。。今天不经意从电视看到gary 曹格的电视访问。。。在这个访问当中，我发觉我对他另眼相看了。。。他不再是我心里哪么的狂野，神经。。。在这个访问当中，他的态度变了。。。不是他的人改变，是我对他的态度改变了。。。。我发觉他对他的最爱真的很好。。。。他瞬间就是我一直梦寐以求的"my ideal boyfriend and husband" 。。。。哈哈。。。。 maybe someone will think im silly .... but its true .... 我相信神一定会好好照顾我的，祂会赐好的东西给好的人。。。。我会慢慢等待这一刻的and 我会对自己坦白一点。。。我是一个不会拖泥带水的人。。。。可能天蝎座的人比较特别的吧!!!!! 哈哈。。。。好想用回英文..... let's use english back ... lolz ... this made me confortable for me ..... haha ^^ every girl will have dreams .... i also have dreams ... haha ^^ i hope i can get a good job after i finish my diploma and if can i really hope that i can get a comfirmation from overseas U then i really want to go overseas to study and open my eyes ... and look far a bit .... lolz .... haha ^^ second, hope that i can get a really really good boyfriend and husband .... i just only 18 years old but seems like think too far .... lolz .... but never mind .... i believe someday my dreams will come true ...."like a bolt out of the blue, fate steps seems and sees u true, when u wish a dream upon of star and dreams come true...." haha ^^ seems a bit childish .... i think my dreams wont too much and i not greedy .... do i ??? sigh ~~ i will respect what is GOD give me .... thanks GOD .... Amen .... haha ^^ thats all for my today .... hope that i will come back here everyday to write about myself and my life .... haha ^^ see yea ... bye bye ....

im back !!!!!

2008-12-09T14:36:00.001+08:00

Finally im back !!!! im back to my blog here !!!! really glad about that .... haha ^^ seems like i really busy .... busy with my personal things, families, friends and so on .... and now i relief !!!! haha !!!! unfortunately that, at that time, my grandma had infected with "denggi" .... it really unbelievable .... and scary ..... she lived at hospital almost for two weeks but now already recovered ..... sigh ~~ and these also made my ideal journey gone !!!!! wuwu ~~ but never mind , at least i can learn "LOVE" between my families members .... haha ^^ it worth also .... lolz ..... everyone need a healthy body .... if not cant do anything .... haha ^^

now all my friends are busy with their assignments, exam, presentations and so on .... there are no time for us to gather .... but this week they are going relief ..... hope that, we can gather together and go hang out everywhere .... but except "THE TWO" ..... because they been hurt me so deep and now i was nothing to say with them .... only a "HI" when we meet ..... i have try to recover it but they broke it and now i dun have the energy to play it .... i was very tired about it !!!! really .... and now i can see more far and i only tell one of my best best friend called "MM" .... she can look through me and for her i also .... but we now are separate very far ~~ but never mind .... one day we will meet .... i wait for the time come ..... she lend me her ears to say my secret and everything i also talk with her .... and from that "things" happened, she say i already matured a lot and she say she admire my "happy-go-lucky" style .... haha ^^ i dun know what does it means .... haha ^^ but i really thanks her very much .... if dun have her, i think i wont having a good life at my UC now .... thanks yea .... my friends .... i really love u all .... for those hurt me, i also pray to GOD hope that u all still happy in your life, healthy.... may GOD bless u all .....

gambateh neh ~~~ to me ~~~~

suddenly feeling ~~

2008-09-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

suddenly today want write something ... but i dun know what to write .... just feel want it ... sigh ~~ i feel everything besides me seems like all fake ... and n0t true .... and i feel that everything will be gone one day .... today's weather are so depressed and cold ... seems wanna cry but not ... is it this also deputy my feelings ???? i think so .... today my brain just like a player, keep on playback what i done in my college life .... some are sweet, cool, unbelieveable, spicy but some are bitter and hatred .... but most of the things are happy .... and made me feel that is it going to be old .... so suddenly got so many feelings .... haha ^^
maybe others will think that it is stupid ... hehe ^^ but i think is extremely incredible ....

a short break life ....

2008-09-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

n0w .... this week is my holiday break and there are many things i want to settle ... which is the computing assignment and the history assignment .... there are too complicated and hard .... but need to finish it by this week....

and i very scare for my presentation for these both assignment .... haha ^^

i scare to face too many people .... and i dun kn0w how to respond .... lolz .... seems funny .... but i need to jump out from my barrier to challenge myself .... so i have to work hard and hard .... gambateh ^^

college life ^^

2008-09-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

now already semester 2 in my college .... seems everything gone fast and rush .... and now is the study week for my short semester ... everything in college was smooth and nice but only one thing made me headache is the exam .... it was hard, many, and stress .... but what to do ??? if i give up in my exam ... sure i will regret in my life .... so i just stand with it .... and if i really very stress , i will think the day i gruduate .... that's made me full of energy ... haha ^^
this seems like stupid .... but never mind ... i just do it !!!!